Music of Life…

I like music… N dance…

I always like these two…

But sadly, I’m not gifted with these talents…

Tat’s why I always admire those talented singers and dancers…

(in fact, I always admire those “art” ppl… singers, dancers, designers… etc)

However, this did not stop me from secretly sing aloud in my heart N try some moves when I am all alone in the room… LOL…

All the good songs, lyrics and melodies… are some form of ART!!!

Ya, you got me right there… Is ART!!

I sucks in ART since young… What’s art? LOL

But I do think that all the good songs are created with art… (艺术!!)

These good songs… partly or whole songs actually hit you in the heart…

They may reflect situations/feelings you going tru at the moment…

Or dig out those long hidden memories…

That’s why I like to listen to those songs when I’m alone in the middle of the night.. N with voldka or wine…  (PERFECT lonely night!!! Haha)

These songs are created by those who have gone tru the same process…

Telling stories of theirs.. But which are more or less similar with the human beings..

Why? Coz we, human beings, like it or not.. Got feelings!!

Even when one hide it well… Hide it well from others…

But deep inside his/her heart… There’s a soft spot…

Might be family, love, friends or tiny little thing which can shaken their trembling hearts…

Anyway, all these are created under “emo” feelings… either happy or sad songs…

(But frankly speaking… All those good/hit songs are sad songs… sad songs always easier to touch ppl)

Why I know? Coz I’m emo person too… LOL…

I always like to write stories or short poems (Chinese or English) when I’m emo…

The more emo I am, the more stories/poems I can produce…

N there’s one point in my life.. (though not a long one…)

I’m “emoless”… I suddenly can’t create any more stories and poems…

Thus, one has to keep emo-ing to produce more ARTs… LOL

Why I am talking all these craps… Bcoz I’m emo-ing… AGAIN… haha…

 

 

MICx out~~~

I’m going HOME~!!!

Ya… Loud n clear…

I’m going home.. in a short while…

I believe this would be my last post before my flight back to SIBU!!!

 

Life in KL… Hmmm.. how to describe..

mixed feelings… sometimes good.. sometimes bad…

well, I guess that’s life… ups and downs…

 

There’s sth missing when you are alone in the big city…

House is not a HOME… N you always gonna feel the loneliness at nights….

New friends… Old friends… but sometimes, all I need is just a companion…

Now i know why Robinson Crusoe didn’t kill Friday and so eager to teach Friday to speak English..

so that he can get a person to accompany him…

“No man is an island”!! Now i seriously taste this sentence myself!!

 

N food is great here!! Chilis.. Ben’s.. Bah Kuh Teh… Ikea meatballs… etc…

But still lots of food havent taste it…

My friend once mentioned a place at Ampang selling the best burgers and satay…

never really have time to go yet… Hopefully next time drop by KL can go there n try it…

 

Will i go back to KL.. hmmmm…

I think big possibility YES…

I got reasons to be here….

Just tat… I hope next time i can have a HOME here instead of a simple house…

or at least have some companions to spend my boring and dull weekends… LOL

 

 

MICx out~~~

3 months in 6 mins

Just wanna share a video that i created to wrap up my life in this big city.

Kinda sucks that due to license problem, cant upload the original version with the suitable songs.

(David Cook’s the time of my life followed by Leona Lewis’s Moment like this.. with a little editing…)

 

So many problems occur… First is with the windows license problem… where i can only create the video but cant publish… DAMN!! (as i removed the Ulead software that i used previously…. so have to use windows movie maker)

I managed to use my friend’s laptop to publish the movie…

As i thought the problems solved, there’s another higher mountain to climb…

I uploaded to Facebook in midnight… N get the warning notice that I uploaded video that consist audio regarding license issue N if continue might terminate my FB account… WOW!!!

Then i turn to youtube…. Happy that it is uploaded… but… once i share.. my friend was quick to respond that he cant see it due to Malaysia’s privacy control… Hmmm?? what’s that??

Then i tried Youku, Veoh and other 3rd parties video up-loaders….

No choice… I just turned back to youtube and swap the audio…. N managed to share it at last…

This shows my determination??? or my stubbornness?? Don forget… I’m a stubborn taurus… LOL

 

Here’s the video clip…

 

Hope you guys enjoy it..

 

MICx out~~~

L*O*V*E

LOVE… is something responsible.

LOVE is out of responsibility.

Don’t simply LOVE if you are not ready.

Before you can LOVE someone else, you have to LOVE yourself first.

N until then, equip yourself with knowledge, get a job, achieve your dreams in life…

Then, you really can LOVE someone wholeheartedly..

 

 

or maybe until then, you’ll find yourself standing alone in the pathway, with no one left for you to LOVE…

LOL… gotcha…

 

 

MICx out~~~

Moody day

Not a good day for me� But actually I expected already.

It�s bout my English. Compared to other subject, I concerned more about my English.

Maybe because this is the only thing I can be proud of�

Well, maybe I should rephrase my statement: �The only thing I can be proud of back In my comfort hometown��

Why? I will tell you why�

Back in school (since primary school), my English has been my stronger subject.

I consider myself moderate in Mathematics and Science� or worse�

The only subject I can be among the top of the class is English and history�

In fact, I am quite close with most of my English teachers�. LOL

I still remember one time during my secondary school when I �get back my 119�s essay writing paper..

I was not really satisfied with my marks� Then suddenly, my teacher commented: �Michael, r u angry with me??�� Then was the time I get to know that I care very much for my English� I wont get upset if I almost fail my Science or Mathematics.. But my English.. if got less compliment than I expected.. I would be very disappointed�

But since I am away� In fact I get to realize this year, this semester, this couple of months�

Thanks to my career search lecturer� who commented �Sarawak-flavored� pronunciations for the Sarawakians�

I don know this is a criticism or critical comments hoping we can improve our English presentation�

(How do you comment on the foreigners that got British/American slang?)

Having said that, I just realized some words that we pronounce back in Sarawak is WRONG..

Eg. �was� is pronounced as �wos�!!!! hmm�. Never know that.. LOL

Besides, I do feel that the lecturer is quite bias sometimes especially towards students that she like and don like� Well, �LIKE� is something very subjective� We just have to live with it�

However, I think I had lost something.. �something I used to be proud of myself..

�I was just a Hero back home� I am a zero now��

Damn.. just hope that She is a �kind-hearted� person and linear on the grading� as we already know our coursework marks.. this hope might be a little bit building castle in the air� haiz�.

But what�s the point.. I still am a zero anyway..

 

Does “sorry” really mean anything??

When i was in class just now, something strike me…

Ya, is regarding the incident last year.

I don feel anger anymore.

I just feel pity at them…

N funny thing is that both of them said sorry N doesn’t mean it…

One posted sorry in his comment on another person’s wall N then immediately delete it thinking no one saw it??

While another one stated sorry in a closed-group discussion N then many months later stating “annoying” to see “September ends”??

LOL….

So, what’s the point when u first said the five letter words?? when u regretted that u had utter the word out accidentally?

The incident in class just an usual question but added salt and chillies by another question.. or should i say statement that got “isi tersirat”??

Hmmm… N the funny thing is that the person making the “question” is somehow his old alliance…..

Well, that’s life! Many bullshits at the back thinking the hero or heroin don know…

But in fact, there’s no secret in this world!! Only the death can keep secrets!!

So, whatever u did or said, there’s somebody else knows…

Me myself know many things.. but just don want to bring the matter up… Not worth it…

 

Bunch of fools? Nah…we outsmarted you!! (not need guess… is directed straight to HER~!!)

You not worth us to comment or start another immature war…

You live ur lives N we had ours… Don cross the line…

 

 

MICx out~~~

BIG SALE??!!! or NOT??~!!!!

I bet everyone in Malaysia often see this sign… BUT isit really tat BIG sale??
Well, it’s just another “system down” for the airlines’ web page… N thousands of complaints flooding her fan page… (I’m one of those disappointed “fans”.. LOL)

Well, I booked 2 tickets tat time.. (transit) and i’d make a payment.. N trying to make another one when suddenly “bees” and coffee cups coming out… N errors after another errors pop up…. Tried for over 2 hours.. N the system still down… All i got from the airlines is juz “sorry…” haiz..

N after 3hours, the system is on finally… As expected, the booking had been canceled… N i have to make new one… Initially the price still the same… BUT as i log in… OMG… the money juz CHANGED in front of me!!!!! DAMN IT!!!! what a “lucky” day i hve…. sigh…

Back to the big sale… For me, it’s juz like an old couple half… I mean if you are an old man, then the big sale is juz like ur old wife… U will kept complaining bout her.. BUT u cant live without her.. N in the end, always go to her for ur needs… LOL

MICx out~~~

Keep holding on~~

Continuously rushing process control case study 2 day N night for 3 days.. N finally finish it and submit.. No eyes to see it also le…
After separation class today, finally get to bath N sleep.. (nearly over 30hours havent bath… YUCKsss!!!)

Recently fall in love with GLEE…
N felt so connected with the songs inside this drama…
“beautiful”…
and now listen to “keep holding on”, originally by Avril…
very suitable for my case over during these 3days…
“keep holding on… coz we know we’ll make it through..”
My team really make it through N produce a report..
i might not say it’s perfectly done.. but at least complete on time… (sometimes i really think that how good is it if we wont receive back the report… LOL)
This time around really mind and physical torturing… I think this is the first time in my life i have to rush the report until cant differentiate between day and night.. hopefully it will be my last.. haha…

MICx out~~~

it’s been a while

I’d been very lazy… lazy to update my blog…

New semester started, N already busy like hell although just 20days after school reopen.

PSM (Final year project) + process control has been haunting us since the�beginning�of the semester.

N they will follow us until May…

Although now “enjoying” holidays back at home, still need to tackle all the assignments, journals, case study, bla-bla-bla…

 

Hopefully one day, i can find my mood back to blog… Nowadays really not into “blogging-mood” like i used to..

MICx in the house… I’m back

I’m back…. anyone miss me?? LOL…
it’s been a long time… very very long time since my last update… i’ve been away… far-far away from blog… for God knows wat the reason… well… based on the stats, i can still see 2 or 3 views per day…
well, i might hve guess who’s behind the click… LOL…

hmm… latest update me… is tat i’m OKU now..
ya, u heard me right, Orang Kurang Upaya…
I think i hurt my back last week when i’m at the gym… but it was just a minor pain, so i didnt really bother bout it…
Then these few days, Exam period… sit there all day long to “digest” all the theoretical facts… N after exam on Friday, i found myself in a very PAINFUL situation!!!!
since then, i cant really move myself freely…
i found difficulty in everything, changing trousers, brushing n even get up from bed!!! sighs…
N worst of all… i hve to miss Sunday mass today…
I did went to see doctor today after exam… ZHONG YU…
juz pay a RM12 consultant fee for a 5-mins consultation which state:” ya, u got a back pain…” ==!!!

Juz hope the pain can go away quickly… N i can back on the field for fun… LOL…

MICx out~~~